Tee shirts @ poojas :)
SUCH A GOOD NIGHT <3
"The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear
'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you
I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here"
SUCH A GOOD NIGHT <3
"The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear
'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you
I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here"
- Music:'Vanillia Twilight'
First day of school, pretty good!
Xcept i'll still be lost after the first few months,
hahaha the new school is HUGE!
Xcept i'll still be lost after the first few months,
hahaha the new school is HUGE!
- Mood:
exhausted
To all you conceited girls who think they have tons of haters full of jealousy over yourselves,
you need to check back into reality and realize NO ONE wants so badly to be you.
For one, look at yourself in the mirror. You're not drop dead gorgeous or have the perfect body everyone's dying to have. Your personality is ten times uglier than your face, and you wouldn't know what true friendship is if it bit you on that nose of yours you have stuck up so highly in the air.
Obviously, it makes sense to say it's always the insecure girls that feel the need to act so confidently in themselves because you think you feel better that way. Heck, schools even teach kids about this in freaking kindergarten - "those kinds of people boys & girls are called BULLIES."
Can you honestly say your happy with how you live? It doesn't bother you to know you have no real friends? Sad to say but equally true, the only reason people associate with people like you is because even though no one will admit to it but everyone likes a little drama in their lives. Its what keeps things interesting and you happen to be the DEFINITION of drama. Some people act like your friends just because its a hell of a lot easier than being your enemy. You may be able to get through high school acting as immature as you do but the second you step into the real world you'll be in for a rude awakening. Mature adults wont waste a second of their time on you. It will be impossible to have a mature relationship with anyone. And because of your terrible people skills no one will bother hiring you for a job. So the sooner you realize how ridiculous you are and turn your life around the better. I'm so annoyed with the people today walking around like they're all that, but even more, i feel real sorry for you. And if you're one of these people you know damn well I'm talking to you. Get it together and GET OVER YOURSELF ALREADY.
you need to check back into reality and realize NO ONE wants so badly to be you.
For one, look at yourself in the mirror. You're not drop dead gorgeous or have the perfect body everyone's dying to have. Your personality is ten times uglier than your face, and you wouldn't know what true friendship is if it bit you on that nose of yours you have stuck up so highly in the air.
Obviously, it makes sense to say it's always the insecure girls that feel the need to act so confidently in themselves because you think you feel better that way. Heck, schools even teach kids about this in freaking kindergarten - "those kinds of people boys & girls are called BULLIES."
Can you honestly say your happy with how you live? It doesn't bother you to know you have no real friends? Sad to say but equally true, the only reason people associate with people like you is because even though no one will admit to it but everyone likes a little drama in their lives. Its what keeps things interesting and you happen to be the DEFINITION of drama. Some people act like your friends just because its a hell of a lot easier than being your enemy. You may be able to get through high school acting as immature as you do but the second you step into the real world you'll be in for a rude awakening. Mature adults wont waste a second of their time on you. It will be impossible to have a mature relationship with anyone. And because of your terrible people skills no one will bother hiring you for a job. So the sooner you realize how ridiculous you are and turn your life around the better. I'm so annoyed with the people today walking around like they're all that, but even more, i feel real sorry for you. And if you're one of these people you know damn well I'm talking to you. Get it together and GET OVER YOURSELF ALREADY.
- Mood:awake
Packing right now, leaving in the morning.
I'll be gone for a whole week, laying out on the beach without a care in the world :)
I'll be gone for a whole week, laying out on the beach without a care in the world :)
- Mood:
happy
About to leave and pick Kurtis up to come over and eat dinner then go pass out flags in the parade haha,
Fireworks after, maybeee.
I'm so happy Kurty is finally home :)
But I really hate day's like this when all my family does is fight :/
Fireworks after, maybeee.
I'm so happy Kurty is finally home :)
But I really hate day's like this when all my family does is fight :/
- Mood:
okay
KURTY! :)
- Mood:
happy
TODAY IS SUCH A GOOD DAY!
I'M LIKE 99% SURE KURTY COMES HOME TODAY!
AND I GET MY REALLY CUTE BATHING SUITS IN THE MAIL TODAY!
I'M SO FREAKING HAPPY TODAY NOTHING COULD RUIN THIS.
NOTHING! :D :D :D :D :D
I'M LIKE 99% SURE KURTY COMES HOME TODAY!
AND I GET MY REALLY CUTE BATHING SUITS IN THE MAIL TODAY!
I'M SO FREAKING HAPPY TODAY NOTHING COULD RUIN THIS.
NOTHING! :D :D :D :D :D
- Mood:
! ! ! ! ! !
- Mood:I love you.
And I got a Body Wave!
So now my hair will be wavy all the time!
I'm so happy :)
So now my hair will be wavy all the time!
I'm so happy :)
- Mood:
cheerful
on July 11th,
Kinda nervous!
I have NO idea what it is.
Kinda nervous!
I have NO idea what it is.
- Mood:
excited
Going to Six Flags with Ashley :D
Soooo much fun! <3
Don't understand why my Dad is so protective,?
But oh welllll.
Can't wait! :)
Soooo much fun! <3
Don't understand why my Dad is so protective,?
But oh welllll.
Can't wait! :)
- Mood:
excited
you're smothering me.
'We could pretend that we are friends tonight
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
Cause baby we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like..
A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield.'
'We could pretend that we are friends tonight
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
Cause baby we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like..
A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield.'
- Mood:
annoyed - Music:'Battlefield'
That night.<3
'I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.
Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.'
'I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.
Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.'
- Mood:
numb - Music:'Everytime We Touch'
You confuse the hell out of me.
:/ I never want to lose you.
We would be "perfect" together.
< / 3 .
'This emptyness is killing me and I'm wondering why I've waited so long,
Looking back I realize It was always there just never spoken.
I'm waiting here, been waiting here.'
:/ I never want to lose you.
We would be "perfect" together.
< / 3 .
'This emptyness is killing me and I'm wondering why I've waited so long,
Looking back I realize It was always there just never spoken.
- Mood:
confused - Music:'Just So You Know'
And I'm already crying.
- Mood:
sad
"It made me wonder, though, what would happen if Kate had been healthy. Chances are, I'd still be floating up in Heaven or wherever, waiting to be attached to a body to spend some time here on Earth. Certainly I would not be part of this family. See, unlike the rest of the world, I didn't get here by accident. And if your parents have you for a reason, then that reason better exist. Because once it's gone, so are you."
I'm so excited to read this book :)
Then I plan on seeing the movie.<3
Offfff to read!
I'm so excited to read this book :)
Then I plan on seeing the movie.<3
Offfff to read!
- Mood:
excited
Just got off the bus, it doesn't even feeel like the last day!
I'm gonna miss seeing everyone at schoool, but finally now its
SUUMMMMMMMMMEEERRRRRRRRR! SO EXCITED!
This is gonna be great, :) Kurty comes home soon!
Took lots and lots of pictures with everyone today,
I really wanna make a scrapbook! Hahaha.
I couldn't be any happier right now,
Plans for this summer!
-Mason Dixon fair
-Ocean Cityyyy!
-New York & Phillidelphia for JONAS BROTHERS CONCERT<3
OMGomgomg, best summmer EVER :D !
I'm gonna miss seeing everyone at schoool, but finally now its
SUUMMMMMMMMMEEERRRRRRRRR! SO EXCITED!
This is gonna be great, :) Kurty comes home soon!
Took lots and lots of pictures with everyone today,
I really wanna make a scrapbook! Hahaha.
I couldn't be any happier right now,
Plans for this summer!
-Mason Dixon fair
-Ocean Cityyyy!
-New York & Phillidelphia for JONAS BROTHERS CONCERT<3
OMGomgomg, best summmer EVER :D !
- Mood:
bouncy
Is Bel Air High School full of sluts?
Like really, you think you know someone..
I guess I'm one of the very few people left that hold standards
and actually have some values.
Like really, you think you know someone..
I guess I'm one of the very few people left that hold standards
and actually have some values.
- Mood:
shocked
- Mood:
content - Music:'If It Means A Lot To You'
A days suck.
Teachers suck.
People suck.
Sluts suck.
Myspace sucks.
Fighting sucks.
Bel Air sucks.
Homework sucks.
School sucks.
Being sick sucks.
Getting in trouble sucks.
Lol, bus evacuation sucks.
Long distance relationships suck.
Seriously, fml.
For realz.
'Fuck you, fuck you very very much.'
Teachers suck.
People suck.
Sluts suck.
Myspace sucks.
Fighting sucks.
Bel Air sucks.
Homework sucks.
School sucks.
Being sick sucks.
Getting in trouble sucks.
Lol, bus evacuation sucks.
Long distance relationships suck.
Seriously, fml.
For realz.
'Fuck you, fuck you very very much.'
- Mood:
pissed off - Music:'Fuck You'
bring may flowers :)
Been raining allll week,
Springgggtime's here!
Shame I'm sick, missed the last two days of school.
Really moody, don't know why
but everything you say puts me on edge.
I can't handle it,
Give me a breakkkk.
Sad movies make me cry.
Been raining allll week,
Springgggtime's here!
Shame I'm sick, missed the last two days of school.
Really moody, don't know why
but everything you say puts me on edge.
I can't handle it,
Give me a breakkkk.
Sad movies make me cry.
- Mood:
blah
Of spring break :/
Today was probably the most confusing day everrr,
I shouldn't feel this way.
I shouldn't talk to you, I should stay away from you.
Right now I'm sitting here wondering
what the hell am I doing with my life.
I'd really love to know.
One thing I'm absolutely sure of is that I love my boyfriend with all my heart,
No doubts about that.
Can't wait for him to come homeeee,
SUMMMMMER PLEASE HURRRRRY UP.
Don't wanna go to school tomorrow, dreading it already.
'Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl.
You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far.'
Today was probably the most confusing day everrr,
I shouldn't feel this way.
I shouldn't talk to you, I should stay away from you.
Right now I'm sitting here wondering
I'd really love to know.
One thing I'm absolutely sure of is that I love my boyfriend with all my heart,
No doubts about that.
Can't wait for him to come homeeee,
SUMMMMMER PLEASE HURRRRRY UP.
Don't wanna go to school tomorrow, dreading it already.
'Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl.
You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far.'
- Mood:
distressed - Music:'Blurry'
springbreak;D
'You are the reason that I breathe,
You are the reason that I still believe,
You are my destiny,
Jai Ohhh.
No there is nothing that can stop us,
Nothing can ever come between us,
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho, You and me, it's destiny.'
'You are the reason that I breathe,
You are the reason that I still believe,
You are my destiny,
Jai Ohhh.
No there is nothing that can stop us,
Nothing can ever come between us,
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho, You and me, it's destiny.'
- Mood:
excited - Music:'Jai Ho'
I'm sorry because I don't know what I'm doing here.
And I'm starting to understand that there's no point
In trying to be anything.
You always settle for less say that you did your best,
But you're lying to yourself and everyone else.
So call it what it is the comfort of home.
You say you're in love so you'll never feel alone.
You may not realize it right now,
But when I finally decide enough is enough
You're going to miss me more than you think you would.
It's nights like these when you learn to feel alive.
When you realize you're not ready to die.
So do all the things you've wanted.
Follow all of your dreams,
Let your heart slow down,
So you still have time to breathe.
All I ever do is wish things were different.
This envy is destroying me,
And it is obvious.
But I know and
So I tell myself, I tell myself its wrong.
There’s a point we pass from which we cant return.
I felt the cold rain of the coming storm.
All because of you,
I haven’t slept in so long.
When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean,
Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down,
I’ll follow your voice,
All you have to do is shout it out.
We are so used to releasing words
We don't know what to do with them if they stay.
No matter how many times we let them go, they come back.
The words that matter always stay.
I'm trying hard to understand,
Where we are, and where we've been.
Nothings different, Somethings changed.
I always said we'd stay the same.
I got your message yesterday,
Sorry that you feel this way.
If I had the chance to choose.
You know deep down, I'd still choose you.
I can’t be with someone who has doubts,
no matter how small they are. I need someone
who wants to be with me as much as I
want to be with them. I don’t want just
part of your heart, I want all of it. And
if you can’t promise me that, then what are you doing with me?
Trust is a fragile thing. Once earned, it affords us tremendous freedom. But once trust is lost, it can be impossible to recover. Of course the truth is, we never know who we can trust. Those we're closest to can betray us, and total strangers can come to our rescue. In the end, most people decide to trust only themselves. It really is the simplest way to keep from getting burned.
Everything's a lie, because the truth is basically a twisted lie.
I never thought help would come in the form of a person,
but there you were.
Had a day out in the sun,
Now that moments come and gone.
Left with only memories,
Fading pictures of you and me.
I could stand up and sing you a song,
but I don't want to have to go that far and I
know all the steps, up to your door,
but I don't want to go there anymore.
I guess it's gonna have to hurt. I guess I'm gonna have to cry and let go of some things I love to get to the other side. I guess it's gonna break me down like falling when you're trying to fly. Its sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life starts with goodbye.
All she needed was a second chance,
A different song for a different dance.
I never thought of running,
My feet just led the way.
I tried to pass for nothing,
But my dreams gave me away.
I just don't want you to wake up and realize
that you want something more, something better.
I want to be it for you.
So play it off and pretend you never knew what you got yourself into.
I'll play it off and pretend I never meant a word I said.
'Cause I'm starting to realize that getting lost in your eyes was the worst move I ever made.
I don't trust you cause every time you're here,
your intentions are unclear.
I spend every hour waiting for a phone
call that I know will never come.
I used to think you were the one,
now I'm sick of thinking anything at all.
Once you get what you want,
There's always something to loose.
I know that you're tired, know that you're sore and sick and sad for some reason. So I leave you with a smile, kiss you on the cheek and you will call it treason.
I was dying of course.
But then we all were.
Every day, in perfect increments.
I was dying of loss.
The only help for my condition, is that I refused to let go of what I loved.
I wrote everything down.
At first in choppy fragments; a sentence here, a few words there.
It was the most I could stand at the time.
Later I wrote more.
My grief muffled but not eased by the passage of time.
When I go back over my reading now I can barely read it.
The Happiness is the worst.
Some days I can't bring myself to remember.
But I will not relinquish a single detail of the past.
You never meant to hurt me.
That's like not meaning to breathe,
When all your trying to do is stay alive.
Hello beautiful, how's it going?
I hear its wonderful in California.
I've been missing you, its true.
I've been thinking about the situations and how the things they used to be. When you would never have a doubt. I've been thinking about invitations to remote locations in our heart, when you and I were going out. We could be politicians, live in deep fame. We could preach superstitions, live without shame. Anything to please you. Make you feel strange.
I never really wanted you to go,
So many things you should have known.
Truth is still absolute. Believe that.
Even when that truth is hard and cold
and the most painful thing you've ever
imagined. And even when that truth
is more cruel than any lie.
The whole problem with the world is that fools and fanatics are always so certain of themselves, but wiser people are so full of doubts.
Always fight,
Until you can't anymore.
Then be fought for.
And I'm starting to understand that there's no point
In trying to be anything.
You always settle for less say that you did your best,
But you're lying to yourself and everyone else.
So call it what it is the comfort of home.
You say you're in love so you'll never feel alone.
You may not realize it right now,
But when I finally decide enough is enough
You're going to miss me more than you think you would.
It's nights like these when you learn to feel alive.
When you realize you're not ready to die.
So do all the things you've wanted.
Follow all of your dreams,
Let your heart slow down,
So you still have time to breathe.
All I ever do is wish things were different.
This envy is destroying me,
And it is obvious.
But I know and
So I tell myself, I tell myself its wrong.
There’s a point we pass from which we cant return.
I felt the cold rain of the coming storm.
All because of you,
I haven’t slept in so long.
When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean,
Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down,
I’ll follow your voice,
All you have to do is shout it out.
We are so used to releasing words
We don't know what to do with them if they stay.
No matter how many times we let them go, they come back.
The words that matter always stay.
I'm trying hard to understand,
Where we are, and where we've been.
Nothings different, Somethings changed.
I always said we'd stay the same.
I got your message yesterday,
Sorry that you feel this way.
If I had the chance to choose.
You know deep down, I'd still choose you.
I can’t be with someone who has doubts,
no matter how small they are. I need someone
who wants to be with me as much as I
want to be with them. I don’t want just
part of your heart, I want all of it. And
if you can’t promise me that, then what are you doing with me?
Trust is a fragile thing. Once earned, it affords us tremendous freedom. But once trust is lost, it can be impossible to recover. Of course the truth is, we never know who we can trust. Those we're closest to can betray us, and total strangers can come to our rescue. In the end, most people decide to trust only themselves. It really is the simplest way to keep from getting burned.
Everything's a lie, because the truth is basically a twisted lie.
I never thought help would come in the form of a person,
but there you were.
Had a day out in the sun,
Now that moments come and gone.
Left with only memories,
Fading pictures of you and me.
I could stand up and sing you a song,
but I don't want to have to go that far and I
know all the steps, up to your door,
but I don't want to go there anymore.
I guess it's gonna have to hurt. I guess I'm gonna have to cry and let go of some things I love to get to the other side. I guess it's gonna break me down like falling when you're trying to fly. Its sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life starts with goodbye.
All she needed was a second chance,
A different song for a different dance.
I never thought of running,
My feet just led the way.
I tried to pass for nothing,
But my dreams gave me away.
I just don't want you to wake up and realize
that you want something more, something better.
I want to be it for you.
So play it off and pretend you never knew what you got yourself into.
I'll play it off and pretend I never meant a word I said.
'Cause I'm starting to realize that getting lost in your eyes was the worst move I ever made.
I don't trust you cause every time you're here,
your intentions are unclear.
I spend every hour waiting for a phone
call that I know will never come.
I used to think you were the one,
now I'm sick of thinking anything at all.
Once you get what you want,
There's always something to loose.
I know that you're tired, know that you're sore and sick and sad for some reason. So I leave you with a smile, kiss you on the cheek and you will call it treason.
I was dying of course.
But then we all were.
Every day, in perfect increments.
I was dying of loss.
The only help for my condition, is that I refused to let go of what I loved.
I wrote everything down.
At first in choppy fragments; a sentence here, a few words there.
It was the most I could stand at the time.
Later I wrote more.
My grief muffled but not eased by the passage of time.
When I go back over my reading now I can barely read it.
The Happiness is the worst.
Some days I can't bring myself to remember.
But I will not relinquish a single detail of the past.
You never meant to hurt me.
That's like not meaning to breathe,
When all your trying to do is stay alive.
Hello beautiful, how's it going?
I hear its wonderful in California.
I've been missing you, its true.
I've been thinking about the situations and how the things they used to be. When you would never have a doubt. I've been thinking about invitations to remote locations in our heart, when you and I were going out. We could be politicians, live in deep fame. We could preach superstitions, live without shame. Anything to please you. Make you feel strange.
I never really wanted you to go,
So many things you should have known.
Truth is still absolute. Believe that.
Even when that truth is hard and cold
and the most painful thing you've ever
imagined. And even when that truth
is more cruel than any lie.
The whole problem with the world is that fools and fanatics are always so certain of themselves, but wiser people are so full of doubts.
Always fight,
Until you can't anymore.
Then be fought for.
- Mood:©
So today didn't end too bad at all.
Went to see my school production of grease,
It was so goood!
Not sure why,
but surprisingly,
I'm really h a p p y .
'When we go out at night
And stars are shinin' bright
Up in the skies above
Or at the high school dance
Where you can find romance
Maybe it might be lo-oh oh oh-oh oh-ove'
'Summer lovin' had me a blast.
Summer lovin' happened so fast.
I met a girl crazy for me.
Met a boy cute as can be.
Summer days driftin' away, to uh-oh those summer nights'
'I could hurt someone like me,
Out of spite or jealousy.
I don't steal and I don't lie,
But I can feel and I can cry.
A fact I'll bet you never knew.
But to cry in front of you,
That's the worse thing I could do.'
'It's raining on prom night.
My hair is a mess,
it's running
all over
my taffeta dress,
it's wilting and quilting,
on my maiden form.
And mascara flows all down my nose
because of the storm.'
'I don't have plans and schemes
And I don't have hopes and dreams
I don't have anything
Since I don't have you
And I don't have found desires
And I don't have happy hours
No I don't have anything
Since I don't have you
Oh I don't have happiness
And I guess I never will ever again
When you walked out on me
In walked the misery and he's been here since then
And I don't have love to share
And I don't have one who cares
I don't have anything
Since I don't have
You,'
'We go together like
rama lama lama
ke ding a de dinga a dong
remembered for ever like
shoo bop shoo wadda wadda yipitty boom de boom
Chang chang chang-it-ty chang
shoo-bop
That's the way it should be
Wha oooh yeah!'
Went to see my school production of grease,
It was so goood!
Not sure why,
but surprisingly,
I'm really h a p p y .
'When we go out at night
And stars are shinin' bright
Up in the skies above
Or at the high school dance
Where you can find romance
Maybe it might be lo-oh oh oh-oh oh-ove'
'Summer lovin' had me a blast.
Summer lovin' happened so fast.
I met a girl crazy for me.
Met a boy cute as can be.
Summer days driftin' away, to uh-oh those summer nights'
'I could hurt someone like me,
Out of spite or jealousy.
I don't steal and I don't lie,
But I can feel and I can cry.
A fact I'll bet you never knew.
But to cry in front of you,
That's the worse thing I could do.'
'It's raining on prom night.
My hair is a mess,
it's running
all over
my taffeta dress,
it's wilting and quilting,
on my maiden form.
And mascara flows all down my nose
because of the storm.'
'I don't have plans and schemes
And I don't have hopes and dreams
I don't have anything
Since I don't have you
And I don't have found desires
And I don't have happy hours
No I don't have anything
Since I don't have you
Oh I don't have happiness
And I guess I never will ever again
When you walked out on me
In walked the misery and he's been here since then
And I don't have love to share
And I don't have one who cares
I don't have anything
Since I don't have
You,'
'We go together like
rama lama lama
ke ding a de dinga a dong
remembered for ever like
shoo bop shoo wadda wadda yipitty boom de boom
Chang chang chang-it-ty chang
shoo-bop
That's the way it should be
Wha oooh yeah!'
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:'Grease'
Its been foreverrrrr since I updated this.
I don't even know where to start.
So Kurtis is in California now. He's been there for awhile.
I miss him so much, like its unbelievable.
Lucky for me though I have school and things to keep me occupied.
I sent him his valentines day present, and I got his in the mail a few weeks ago
from our ONE YEAR! I was sooooo happy, March 8, 2009<3
I love him so much :D
I really wish we could have spent the day together, but can't really do much to help that.
So nothing new has really happened, at least nothing very exciting.
MY mom got tickets to see Jonas Brothers in concert over the summer,
we have tickets for Phillidelphia and New York. I'm so excited to go to ny because i've always wanted to and now I can!
Julie's got me obsessed with watching this show Gossip Girl, seriously need to watch season 2.
I got an email with an application for life guarding. I'm gonna submit it and hopefully get and interview soon!
Me and my parents have been getting along we at allll the past week or two but lately they've surprised me a lot.
Last night we went out to Cracker Barrel for dinner and on the way we stopped by our old house in Riverside from when I was a baby. It felt so weird looking at it, like I was seeing into my past that I can't remember.
While I was in school today my mom cleaned my room, which isn't that surprising but she realllly cleaned it.
Like things are boxed and organized. My room feels so empty now haha!
When I came home from school I was watching tv while my dad was in the kitchen and a skittles commercial came on. I said I really wanted some skittles and he was like okay, go put on your shoes and lets go.
At first I thought he was kidding but he wasn't! It seems like such a silly thing but if you knew my dad it was really unusual. In the past like three day's they've been giving me pretty much anything I ask for.
Its just not like them.
But anyways, I'm just so glad that its finally friday because I'm so sick of school!
Really really really can't wait for summer to come, but at least spring break is soon.
Thats all I can think of to say for right now, and since its warm I'm gonna go outside for a little bit.
Laterrrrr!
'Now take my hand and we will run away,
down to this place that I know.
How did this night become the enemy,
It's over. It's over. It's over.
Lay down with me,
Let me hold you
Baby just breathe
This is ending and we will get through eventually.'
I don't even know where to start.
So Kurtis is in California now. He's been there for awhile.
I miss him so much, like its unbelievable.
Lucky for me though I have school and things to keep me occupied.
I sent him his valentines day present, and I got his in the mail a few weeks ago
from our ONE YEAR! I was sooooo happy, March 8, 2009<3
I love him so much :D
I really wish we could have spent the day together, but can't really do much to help that.
So nothing new has really happened, at least nothing very exciting.
MY mom got tickets to see Jonas Brothers in concert over the summer,
we have tickets for Phillidelphia and New York. I'm so excited to go to ny because i've always wanted to and now I can!
Julie's got me obsessed with watching this show Gossip Girl, seriously need to watch season 2.
I got an email with an application for life guarding. I'm gonna submit it and hopefully get and interview soon!
Me and my parents have been getting along we at allll the past week or two but lately they've surprised me a lot.
Last night we went out to Cracker Barrel for dinner and on the way we stopped by our old house in Riverside from when I was a baby. It felt so weird looking at it, like I was seeing into my past that I can't remember.
While I was in school today my mom cleaned my room, which isn't that surprising but she realllly cleaned it.
Like things are boxed and organized. My room feels so empty now haha!
When I came home from school I was watching tv while my dad was in the kitchen and a skittles commercial came on. I said I really wanted some skittles and he was like okay, go put on your shoes and lets go.
At first I thought he was kidding but he wasn't! It seems like such a silly thing but if you knew my dad it was really unusual. In the past like three day's they've been giving me pretty much anything I ask for.
Its just not like them.
But anyways, I'm just so glad that its finally friday because I'm so sick of school!
Really really really can't wait for summer to come, but at least spring break is soon.
Thats all I can think of to say for right now, and since its warm I'm gonna go outside for a little bit.
Laterrrrr!
'Now take my hand and we will run away,
down to this place that I know.
How did this night become the enemy,
It's over. It's over. It's over.
Lay down with me,
Let me hold you
Baby just breathe
This is ending and we will get through eventually.'
- Mood:accomplished
- Music:'Take My Hand'
to go to the airport.
He's really gone.
:'(
He's really gone.
:'(
- Mood:
sad
Kurtis goes to California this Thursday.
Already counting down the days until you come back.
'The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here.'
Already counting down the days until you come back.
'The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here.'
- Mood:
UPSET. - Music:'I Hate This Part'
Kurtis might have go to California up until next school year.
The rest of this year, AND all of summmer.
This isn't fair!
Now I can't stop crying.
:'(((((((((((((((((((
Please please please,
Don't leave me.
The rest of this year, AND all of summmer.
This isn't fair!
Now I can't stop crying.
:'(((((((((((((((((((
Don't leave me.
- Mood:UPSET.
2009,
Best year so far.
<333333 :D
So for new years eve, I went to Kurtiss family party,
Which is in Forest Lakes, where power was out everywhere.
David and Dylan came over, basically just played guitar the whole time.
So David said all of us could go to his house so we could watch the ball
drop cause he had power.
Then last minute Kurtis didn't wanna come, so it was only me and David and Dylan.
Then it caused this huge thing, and I ended up having my mom drive me back
to Kurtiss house before midnight. Then I left around one.
Craziest night of my lifeeee, but also one of the best.
First time I got kissed at midnight(:
I can tell this will be a good year,
Consists of,
-Mine and Kurtiss one year,
-My sixteenth birthday,
-and junior year.
Icantwait;D
Best year so far.
<333333 :D
So for new years eve, I went to Kurtiss family party,
Which is in Forest Lakes, where power was out everywhere.
David and Dylan came over, basically just played guitar the whole time.
So David said all of us could go to his house so we could watch the ball
drop cause he had power.
Then last minute Kurtis didn't wanna come, so it was only me and David and Dylan.
Then it caused this huge thing, and I ended up having my mom drive me back
to Kurtiss house before midnight. Then I left around one.
Craziest night of my lifeeee, but also one of the best.
First time I got kissed at midnight(:
I can tell this will be a good year,
Consists of,
-Mine and Kurtiss one year,
-My sixteenth birthday,
-and junior year.
Icantwait;D
- Mood:<3
My tummy hurts /:
I hate feeling sick.
Okay so this is the last 'night' of 2008,
cause tomorrow night its gonna be 2009 :O
I have plans to go over Kurtis's house,
but to be honest I really don't want to.
Like I reaaaally wanna hang out with him on new years,
its just so awkward being around his parents now.
And his whole family will be there /:
I told him I didn't want to, but he said he reaaaaally
wants me to come and that its important to him so
I guess now I am. Not so sure how this is gonna work out,
especially since I'm convinced his parents hate me now!
Uggggggh.
What am I gonna wear?
I need to start thinking of a new years resolution.
Yes, I know they're dumb but I still think its fun
to see how long they last(:
Last years did D: I'M SO PROUD.
Hahaa, I'm like really bored right now.
Waiting for Kurtis to call me back,
there's nothing to do at my house ):
Alex was gonna sleep over but then my mom said no.
OH COOL!
I should probably be getting ready to go to bed soon,
the past week I've been staying up til two-ish then sleeping in until noon,
but I really need to get out of that habit.
So I'm gonna get off the computer and try getting tired,
WOOOH<3
'I don't even know if I can even be me,
Cause it's so hard to be me when you're next to me.
If I could say so, I'd say what I'm feeling.
But I can say so, my lips just tremble.
I'm stuttering, oh oh oh oh oh.'
I hate feeling sick.
Okay so this is the last 'night' of 2008,
cause tomorrow night its gonna be 2009 :O
I have plans to go over Kurtis's house,
but to be honest I really don't want to.
Like I reaaaally wanna hang out with him on new years,
its just so awkward being around his parents now.
And his whole family will be there /:
I told him I didn't want to, but he said he reaaaaally
wants me to come and that its important to him so
I guess now I am. Not so sure how this is gonna work out,
especially since I'm convinced his parents hate me now!
Uggggggh.
What am I gonna wear?
I need to start thinking of a new years resolution.
Yes, I know they're dumb but I still think its fun
to see how long they last(:
Last years did D: I'M SO PROUD.
Hahaa, I'm like really bored right now.
Waiting for Kurtis to call me back,
there's nothing to do at my house ):
Alex was gonna sleep over but then my mom said no.
OH COOL!
I should probably be getting ready to go to bed soon,
the past week I've been staying up til two-ish then sleeping in until noon,
but I really need to get out of that habit.
So I'm gonna get off the computer and try getting tired,
WOOOH<3
'I don't even know if I can even be me,
Cause it's so hard to be me when you're next to me.
If I could say so, I'd say what I'm feeling.
But I can say so, my lips just tremble.
I'm stuttering, oh oh oh oh oh.'
- Mood:
nervous - Music:'Stuttering'
Really, like why am I sitting here typing this.
Seriouslyyyyy,
So I'm talking to J U 1 ! 3 right now.
And we like making lists.
~ '0 M G 1 C @ N $ P 3 @ K $ C 3 N 3 ! , oh cool!'
~ 'thats why your pants say ho ho ho, cause thats what you are.'
'uhm, actually they say merry merry merrry.'
'oh, i guess i just imagined that then. kinda like when i imagine you in other types of clothing, like lingerie.
..not to sound weird or anything.'
~ 'rofl like a waffle with lamayo on the side.'
~ 'i talked to my manager, go pick out a uniform, its a love story julie just say sure.'
~ 'iPosh all day everyday.'
~ 'girl i notice you, noticing me, from across the grocery store i can't stop myself from looking. watch out i've seen
her type before that girl is so bananas, that girl is so bananas,'
~ 'wow, well aren't you AWESOME.'
~ 'OMG SANTAS COMING<3'
~ 'oh im so sorry i heard that you and jake broke up. WOULD YOU MIND IF I DATED HIS SEXY ASSSSS.'
~ 'hello, my name is julie ann kessler and i am emotionally unstable ATM. hello, my name is amber brooke palermo
and i am just socially awkward ADED.'
~ 'this SPEECH is my recital. i think its very vital. to rock a rhyme, thats right on time, its tricky is the title here we
go!'
~ ' W H Y C A N ' T Y O U T A L K T O M E A N Y M O R E ? ! '
~ urban dictionary definition of julie; a girl who talks too much but also very hottt!
'can i see that used in a sentence please?' omfgzz! shut up julie, your hot, lets make out ;)
~ 'alright so who wants to lick my wrapper?!'
~ ' THEY'RE FAKE, THEY'RE FAKE! :O '
~ 'that was a joke, right.'
~ 'then their lips touched with a burning passion!'
~ 'i just feel like juliet, im forbidden to see romeo, but i still love him!'
~ 'hey short stuff.'
'no i don't like short stuff.'
'okay sorry, hey hott stuff.'
'no i don't like hott stuff.'
(random girl who joins conversation) 'omg me either!'
~ 'JULIE THINKS THAT ALL SKATER KIDS WHO WEAR TIGHT PANTS AND STRAIGHTEN THEIR HAIR IS HOTT.'
' . . . '
'OH SHIT I'M WEARING JULIES JACKET!'
'TOO BAD I WAS TOTALLY JUST KIDDING!'
~ 'factoid about me. i have no friends. i bet you didn't know that about me, i have no friends.'
~ 'hey hey, i love life ruiners!'
~ 'wanna hear me speak whale?' 'caaaaan, weee, borrrroww youuuur findiiing neeemo moooovieee?'
'eh, kinda sounds too pourpoisey. needs more humpback.'
~ 'baby i can make you feel, hot hot hot.'
~ 'flirt with bob ;)'
~ 'awh, little baby bacell!'
~ 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRS. HANIGAN :D <33333'
~ 'cutt cutt cutttt'
~ 'shake shake, shake shake shake itt!'
~ 'effffff.'
~ 'GOD DAMMIT JULIE YOU BETTER STOP RUNNING THAT GOD DAMN MOUTH OF YOURS CAUSE ITS PISSING ME OFF.'
~ 'i love you.'
'i hate you.'
'i love you.'
'i hate you.'
'but i love you.'
'k love you too.'
~ 'so once upon a time there was a girl named juliet kessylora who fell in love with a boy named riely wilbahsin and she had a best friend named amberly palmero who liked a boy named curley switzerland a lot, xcept he would cheat on her every night with a slut named kelly belch. and they lived happily ever after.'
~ AMBERS NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE; 'so i went to julies cabin for like a whole weekend in like the middle of nowhere and there wasn't any nearby hospitals or even phone service! and we went for a little drive down and enormous cliff like 300 ft above ground and i decided to try riding a motorcycle, but i lost control of the bike and almost fell into a huge lake and i would have gotten my head crushed from all the sharp pointy rocks at the bottom but thank god julies dad was there to pull me to safety and save my life!' -true story.
~ 'kurtis doesn't know that julie and me do it in her cabin every sunday. she tells him she's in church but she doesn't go cause she's on her knees and kurtis doesn't know.'
~ 'is this some kind of inside joke that i don't remember?'
~ 'peter answers says that he is under the bed.'
~ 'oh silly abuela'
~ 'i learn a lot about life from dora the explorer.'
~ 'if it wasn't for fergie, i couldn't spell glamourous or delicious or tasty, and i'd fail at life.'
~ 'we were driving down the road and we stopped at a stop sign and i asked jamie, what kind of shape is that and she said an octagon and it was the cutest thing ever!'
~ julies quote H I L A R I O U S end quote jokes; so i had a toothpick one day that i threw in the woods and said, your home now little fella.'
~ 'OMG STFU YOU ARE SO NOT FUNNY.' ^^^
~ the many nicknames of julie, POSH, JULEZ, JULY, JEWEEE, JULIET, RAINBOW BRITE, LITTLE MERMAID, LITTLE MIKIE, SLUT, HOE, SKANK, WHORE, AND ANYTHING ELSE THAT JUST COMES TO MIND.
~ the many nicknames of amber, BABY SPICE, AMBIE, AHMBER BAH ROOKE, SHRIKY DINK, DASH, GOOBER BOOBER, RAPUNZEL, AND AMBER BROOKE PALERMO WHEN JULIE GETS MAD AT ME.
~ 'its like the energizer bunny. its just keeps going and going and going.'
~ 'hi mr. substitute, i just wanted to say that we think you a pretty cool guy and and we were wondering if you'd mind letting us play with that enormous drum set in the back of the classroom. AWH THANKS SO MUCH!'
~ 'ewww yo!'
~ 'the scars will always remind us of the pain.' -ryan wilson.
~ i know i already said this is a previous quote but lets revert back to it shall we, 'CUT CUT CUT CUTTT'
~ 'and i was thinking of places that i could hide, . . . BOO!'
~ 'i'm so glamourous, i piss glitter.'
~ 'lovely.'
~ 'okaayyy, who wants to go down the creepy tunnel inside the tomb first?'
~ 'haha you said type in funny so i typed it in, but you meant type it in t photobucket! AHA! Im seriously laughing at my computer screen like a retard right now!'
~ 'omg i really wanna make a list of all the inside jokes we have so that when i get bored i can just read them and laugh.'
Seriouslyyyyy,
So I'm talking to J U 1 ! 3 right now.
And we like making lists.
~ '0 M G 1 C @ N $ P 3 @ K $ C 3 N 3 ! , oh cool!'
~ 'thats why your pants say ho ho ho, cause thats what you are.'
'uhm, actually they say merry merry merrry.'
'oh, i guess i just imagined that then. kinda like when i imagine you in other types of clothing, like lingerie.
..not to sound weird or anything.'
~ 'rofl like a waffle with lamayo on the side.'
~ 'i talked to my manager, go pick out a uniform, its a love story julie just say sure.'
~ 'iPosh all day everyday.'
~ 'girl i notice you, noticing me, from across the grocery store i can't stop myself from looking. watch out i've seen
her type before that girl is so bananas, that girl is so bananas,'
~ 'wow, well aren't you AWESOME.'
~ 'OMG SANTAS COMING<3'
~ 'oh im so sorry i heard that you and jake broke up. WOULD YOU MIND IF I DATED HIS SEXY ASSSSS.'
~ 'hello, my name is julie ann kessler and i am emotionally unstable ATM. hello, my name is amber brooke palermo
and i am just socially awkward ADED.'
~ 'this SPEECH is my recital. i think its very vital. to rock a rhyme, thats right on time, its tricky is the title here we
go!'
~ ' W H Y C A N ' T Y O U T A L K T O M E A N Y M O R E ? ! '
~ urban dictionary definition of julie; a girl who talks too much but also very hottt!
'can i see that used in a sentence please?' omfgzz! shut up julie, your hot, lets make out ;)
~ 'alright so who wants to lick my wrapper?!'
~ ' THEY'RE FAKE, THEY'RE FAKE! :O '
~ 'that was a joke, right.'
~ 'then their lips touched with a burning passion!'
~ 'i just feel like juliet, im forbidden to see romeo, but i still love him!'
~ 'hey short stuff.'
'no i don't like short stuff.'
'okay sorry, hey hott stuff.'
'no i don't like hott stuff.'
(random girl who joins conversation) 'omg me either!'
~ 'JULIE THINKS THAT ALL SKATER KIDS WHO WEAR TIGHT PANTS AND STRAIGHTEN THEIR HAIR IS HOTT.'
' . . . '
'OH SHIT I'M WEARING JULIES JACKET!'
'TOO BAD I WAS TOTALLY JUST KIDDING!'
~ 'factoid about me. i have no friends. i bet you didn't know that about me, i have no friends.'
~ 'hey hey, i love life ruiners!'
~ 'wanna hear me speak whale?' 'caaaaan, weee, borrrroww youuuur findiiing neeemo moooovieee?'
'eh, kinda sounds too pourpoisey. needs more humpback.'
~ 'baby i can make you feel, hot hot hot.'
~ 'flirt with bob ;)'
~ 'awh, little baby bacell!'
~ 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRS. HANIGAN :D <33333'
~ 'cutt cutt cutttt'
~ 'shake shake, shake shake shake itt!'
~ 'effffff.'
~ 'GOD DAMMIT JULIE YOU BETTER STOP RUNNING THAT GOD DAMN MOUTH OF YOURS CAUSE ITS PISSING ME OFF.'
~ 'i love you.'
'i hate you.'
'i love you.'
'i hate you.'
'but i love you.'
'k love you too.'
~ 'so once upon a time there was a girl named juliet kessylora who fell in love with a boy named riely wilbahsin and she had a best friend named amberly palmero who liked a boy named curley switzerland a lot, xcept he would cheat on her every night with a slut named kelly belch. and they lived happily ever after.'
~ AMBERS NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE; 'so i went to julies cabin for like a whole weekend in like the middle of nowhere and there wasn't any nearby hospitals or even phone service! and we went for a little drive down and enormous cliff like 300 ft above ground and i decided to try riding a motorcycle, but i lost control of the bike and almost fell into a huge lake and i would have gotten my head crushed from all the sharp pointy rocks at the bottom but thank god julies dad was there to pull me to safety and save my life!' -true story.
~ 'kurtis doesn't know that julie and me do it in her cabin every sunday. she tells him she's in church but she doesn't go cause she's on her knees and kurtis doesn't know.'
~ 'is this some kind of inside joke that i don't remember?'
~ 'peter answers says that he is under the bed.'
~ 'oh silly abuela'
~ 'i learn a lot about life from dora the explorer.'
~ 'if it wasn't for fergie, i couldn't spell glamourous or delicious or tasty, and i'd fail at life.'
~ 'we were driving down the road and we stopped at a stop sign and i asked jamie, what kind of shape is that and she said an octagon and it was the cutest thing ever!'
~ julies quote H I L A R I O U S end quote jokes; so i had a toothpick one day that i threw in the woods and said, your home now little fella.'
~ 'OMG STFU YOU ARE SO NOT FUNNY.' ^^^
~ the many nicknames of julie, POSH, JULEZ, JULY, JEWEEE, JULIET, RAINBOW BRITE, LITTLE MERMAID, LITTLE MIKIE, SLUT, HOE, SKANK, WHORE, AND ANYTHING ELSE THAT JUST COMES TO MIND.
~ the many nicknames of amber, BABY SPICE, AMBIE, AHMBER BAH ROOKE, SHRIKY DINK, DASH, GOOBER BOOBER, RAPUNZEL, AND AMBER BROOKE PALERMO WHEN JULIE GETS MAD AT ME.
~ 'its like the energizer bunny. its just keeps going and going and going.'
~ 'hi mr. substitute, i just wanted to say that we think you a pretty cool guy and and we were wondering if you'd mind letting us play with that enormous drum set in the back of the classroom. AWH THANKS SO MUCH!'
~ 'ewww yo!'
~ 'the scars will always remind us of the pain.' -ryan wilson.
~ i know i already said this is a previous quote but lets revert back to it shall we, 'CUT CUT CUT CUTTT'
~ 'and i was thinking of places that i could hide, . . . BOO!'
~ 'i'm so glamourous, i piss glitter.'
~ 'lovely.'
~ 'okaayyy, who wants to go down the creepy tunnel inside the tomb first?'
~ 'haha you said type in funny so i typed it in, but you meant type it in t photobucket! AHA! Im seriously laughing at my computer screen like a retard right now!'
~ 'omg i really wanna make a list of all the inside jokes we have so that when i get bored i can just read them and laugh.'
- Mood:wtf, bitch you can totally see
- Music:his fucking tracks.
- Mood:
loved
I AM SO EXCITED<3
'Cause baby all I want for Christmas is you.'
'Cause baby all I want for Christmas is you.'
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:'All I Want For Christmas'
MY DUMBASS DOG
SOSOSOSO MUCH.
!@#$%^&
You're so awesome,
REALLY.
Like what kind of dog won't eat food from the table,
but will chew up a retainer.
No more invisalign!
At least until I go back to the dentist next week.
Aweeeeesome.
SOSOSOSO MUCH.
!@#$%^&
You're so awesome,
REALLY.
Like what kind of dog won't eat food from the table,
but will chew up a retainer.
No more invisalign!
At least until I go back to the dentist next week.
Aweeeeesome.
- Mood:
pissed off
Thanksgiving.
Got out of school early today,
Went to get my haircut,
Leaving soon to go to my grandparents house
for dinner,
and my tummy hurts :(
SO happy we have a long weekend,
I'm gonna spend it shopping all day friday,
then sleeping all day saturday and sunday.
Yesssssssssss(:
'I can feel you all around me,
Thickening the air I'm breathing,
Holding on to what I'm feeling,
Savoring this heart that's healing.
Take my hand,
I give it to you.
Now you own me,
All I am.
You said you would never leave me.
I believe you,
I believe.'
Got out of school early today,
Went to get my haircut,
Leaving soon to go to my grandparents house
for dinner,
and my tummy hurts :(
SO happy we have a long weekend,
I'm gonna spend it shopping all day friday,
then sleeping all day saturday and sunday.
Yesssssssssss(:
'I can feel you all around me,
Thickening the air I'm breathing,
Holding on to what I'm feeling,
Savoring this heart that's healing.
Take my hand,
I give it to you.
Now you own me,
All I am.
You said you would never leave me.
I believe you,
I believe.'
- Mood:
tired - Music:'All Around Me'
- Mood:L0L ,
1. I've come to realize how much I really wish the way things used to be, completely carefree, always happy, always smiling, having a good time, back when it was just us. Before jealousy, immaturity, stupid fights, boys and lies got in the way. We had our futures planned out, and never thought anything would get in our way. But then 'she' came into the picture. I wish I could tell you that I miss you, but it's too late now. I guess we just need to move on.
2. Sometimes I wanna start new, change how I live, but can never bring myself to doing that.
3. I'm making a 'to do' list, and I will really commit myself to keeping with it. I won't give up, I work hard until I get what I want. No need to worry, cause I will.
4. I loveeeee my boyfriend, very much(:
5. I want longggggg hair, but It's decided to stop growing.
6. I can't wait to redo my bedroom! I'm such a freak, but I enjoy those sort of things.
7. I made the varsity cheerleading team for winter season. I'm actually really proud of how far I've come within the last year, and I love what I do.
8. I can't wait until christmas, and I'm so glad to get a break from school for thanksgiving. I really need it.
9. Black friday, possibly one of the best days ever.
10. Running out of things to say here, mmmk bye!
'Come on love run with me.
Get the hell out of this town.
So we can get a better feel for each other.
I'll take you, back to, when you,
Remembered how you used to.
Just live your life a little for me.
Take the time to let it go,
Step away and watch me grow.
So let's get a little closer now.
Let's get a little closer now.'
2. Sometimes I wanna start new, change how I live, but can never bring myself to doing that.
3. I'm making a 'to do' list, and I will really commit myself to keeping with it. I won't give up, I work hard until I get what I want. No need to worry, cause I will.
4. I loveeeee my boyfriend, very much(:
5. I want longggggg hair, but It's decided to stop growing.
6. I can't wait to redo my bedroom! I'm such a freak, but I enjoy those sort of things.
7. I made the varsity cheerleading team for winter season. I'm actually really proud of how far I've come within the last year, and I love what I do.
8. I can't wait until christmas, and I'm so glad to get a break from school for thanksgiving. I really need it.
9. Black friday, possibly one of the best days ever.
10. Running out of things to say here, mmmk bye!
'Come on love run with me.
Get the hell out of this town.
So we can get a better feel for each other.
I'll take you, back to, when you,
Remembered how you used to.
Just live your life a little for me.
Take the time to let it go,
Step away and watch me grow.
So let's get a little closer now.
Let's get a little closer now.'
- Mood:accomplished
- Music:'Beauty In The Breakdown'
'Find me here
And speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me to the place
Where I find peace again
You are the strength
That keeps me walking
You are the hope
That keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
You calm the storms
And you give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart
When you take my breath away
Would you take me in take me deeper now
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
Cause you're all I want
You're all I need'
please don't go.
And speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me to the place
Where I find peace again
You are the strength
That keeps me walking
You are the hope
That keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
You calm the storms
And you give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart
When you take my breath away
Would you take me in take me deeper now
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
Cause you're all I want
You're all I need'
please don't go.
- Mood:
distressed - Music:'Everything'
I guess I just wasn't ready.
- Mood:
confused
WE GOT FIRST PLACE!
Ahhhh I was so happy I was literally in tears.
Jv did so amazing and so did varsity, they should have won.
But they still got third(: I'm so proud of them and all our girls.
BEL AIR, YOU KNOW! ;D
Ahhhh I was so happy I was literally in tears.
Jv did so amazing and so did varsity, they should have won.
But they still got third(: I'm so proud of them and all our girls.
BEL AIR, YOU KNOW! ;D
- Mood:
cheerful
Seriously ):
Why do people like going out of their way to try hurting me.
You made me think you were my friend, What a lie.
You're just a backstabber.
Well thanks a lot.
Why do people like going out of their way to try hurting me.
You made me think you were my friend, What a lie.
You're just a backstabber.
Well thanks a lot.
- Mood:
crushed
to me! :D
15 finally.
Another good year(:
Party was so much fun, with Ashley, Kurtis, Alex, Jenny, Julie, David, and some Dylan kid.
Lauren couldn't come :/ But it's all goood.
The happening is the weirdest movie. Out on the trampoline til late while creepers come by wanting to play asshole.?
Too bad I missed it.
Girls spent the night, watched the blair witch project til Ashley had to leave at 3 in the morning.
Getting up early and going to rite aid with Alex, Jenny, and Julie getting loads of makeup. LOL.
Me and Kurtis went to applewood and I got my baby pumpkin, listened to love story the whole way there.
Stopped my Karah's party for like five minutes, awkward as anything so we left.
Then we went to legends of the fog with Alex and Nikki.
I screamed so much, aha.
Today was Logan's first birthday party, love my bby boy(:
And for my big present I'm redoing my bedroom all over again.
loooooooovin' life right about now.
'We were both young when I first saw you.
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts.
I'm standing there,
On a balcony in summer air.
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello.
Little did I know,
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go.
And I said,
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes.
So, I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew,
So close your eyes.
Escape this town for a little while.
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter.
And my daddy said, stay away from Juliet
But you were my everything to me,
I was begging you, please don't go.
And I said,
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story.
Baby, just say yes.
Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess,
It's a love story.
Baby, just say yes.
I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you is fading,
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said,
Romeo, save me,
I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you, but you never come.
Is this in my head,
I don't know what to think.
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said,
Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad,
Go pick out a white dress,
It's a love story.
Baby, just say yes.
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you.'
<3
15 finally.
Another good year(:
Party was so much fun, with Ashley, Kurtis, Alex, Jenny, Julie, David, and some Dylan kid.
Lauren couldn't come :/ But it's all goood.
The happening is the weirdest movie. Out on the trampoline til late while creepers come by wanting to play asshole.?
Too bad I missed it.
Girls spent the night, watched the blair witch project til Ashley had to leave at 3 in the morning.
Getting up early and going to rite aid with Alex, Jenny, and Julie getting loads of makeup. LOL.
Me and Kurtis went to applewood and I got my baby pumpkin, listened to love story the whole way there.
Stopped my Karah's party for like five minutes, awkward as anything so we left.
Then we went to legends of the fog with Alex and Nikki.
I screamed so much, aha.
Today was Logan's first birthday party, love my bby boy(:
And for my big present I'm redoing my bedroom all over again.
loooooooovin' life right about now.
'We were both young when I first saw you.
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts.
I'm standing there,
On a balcony in summer air.
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello.
Little did I know,
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go.
And I said,
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes.
So, I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew,
So close your eyes.
Escape this town for a little while.
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter.
And my daddy said, stay away from Juliet
But you were my everything to me,
I was begging you, please don't go.
And I said,
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story.
Baby, just say yes.
Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess,
It's a love story.
Baby, just say yes.
I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you is fading,
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said,
Romeo, save me,
I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you, but you never come.
Is this in my head,
I don't know what to think.
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said,
Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad,
Go pick out a white dress,
It's a love story.
Baby, just say yes.
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you.'
<3
- Mood:
ecstatic - Music:'Love Story'
Was the most amazing night of my life.
It was so much fun(:
And completely perfect.
<3



'See it's a chance we've gotta take.
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever.
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away.'
It was so much fun(:
And completely perfect.
<3



'See it's a chance we've gotta take.
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever.
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away.'
- Mood:
loved - Music:'Crush'
I got my homecoming dress yesterday, its sooo pretty(:
I can't wait to wear it.
Oh and when we were at white marsh mall getting it,
my sister accidentally left her purse sitting oh the bench with
her phone, ipod, and money it.
And then we realized it like a minute later and ran back to get it but it was gone.
So we contacted the mall security and asked around and this lady working
the stand near the bench said she saw and indian guy holding it.
We never found him or the purse, so basically he just stole it and wont give it back.
We kept texting her phone saying if they didn't return it we would get the police involved and that
there was a witness to him taking it but that didn't do shit.
That just made so fucking pissed, and my sister was crying all night.
Then today we went to at&t to get her phone canceled and my parents ended up
just buying both me and my sister a new phone :D
Its amazing. And later were getting an ipod touch.
Sweeeeet, I'm so happy(:
I just can't believe someone would do that though. Find a purse and steal it.
Cooool!
People are so gay.
Seriously.
I can't wait to wear it.
Oh and when we were at white marsh mall getting it,
my sister accidentally left her purse sitting oh the bench with
her phone, ipod, and money it.
And then we realized it like a minute later and ran back to get it but it was gone.
So we contacted the mall security and asked around and this lady working
the stand near the bench said she saw and indian guy holding it.
We never found him or the purse, so basically he just stole it and wont give it back.
We kept texting her phone saying if they didn't return it we would get the police involved and that
there was a witness to him taking it but that didn't do shit.
That just made so fucking pissed, and my sister was crying all night.
Then today we went to at&t to get her phone canceled and my parents ended up
just buying both me and my sister a new phone :D
Its amazing. And later were getting an ipod touch.
Sweeeeet, I'm so happy(:
I just can't believe someone would do that though. Find a purse and steal it.
Cooool!
People are so gay.
Seriously.
- Mood:
excited
Woahh, I got invisalign the other dayyy. :D
Sweeeet, but now my teeth hurt :/ oh well.
And I'm like SO sick. It's really fun.
I sound like a man (:
Cool deal.
Also, for the two people that wanna start shit with me,
You're really mature.
WE'RE NO LONGER FRIENDS.
So like, stop talking to me and get over yourselves.
Yucky hoes<3!
Getting off to do homework, then sleeeping for like fifteen hours.
Peaceeeeee.
'So so what? I'm still a rock star.
I got my rock moves and I don't need you.
And guess what, I'm having more fun.
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight.
I'm alright, I'm just fine. And you're a tool.
So so what? I am a rockstar.
I got my rock moves. And I don't want you tonight.'
Sweeeet, but now my teeth hurt :/ oh well.
And I'm like SO sick. It's really fun.
I sound like a man (:
Cool deal.
Also, for the two people that wanna start shit with me,
You're really mature.
WE'RE NO LONGER FRIENDS.
So like, stop talking to me and get over yourselves.
Yucky hoes<3!
Getting off to do homework, then sleeeping for like fifteen hours.
Peaceeeeee.
'So so what? I'm still a rock star.
I got my rock moves and I don't need you.
And guess what, I'm having more fun.
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight.
I'm alright, I'm just fine. And you're a tool.
So so what? I am a rockstar.
I got my rock moves. And I don't want you tonight.'
- Mood:
sick - Music:'So What'
Me to get upset, cause then oh are you so wrong.
Hahah, girls can be so dumb sometimes.
I swearrrrrr.
And I love how you think that I care about what you say to me, haha I don't (:
Your nothing but a stupid slut. EW gross.
Asdfghjkl;@#$%^&*
I'm SO bored.
No practice today, cause we were just THAT amazing. lolol.
I fell from a stunt the other day, now everything hurts :/
Why I hate trying new things.
Today was really good too, well at least up until after second period.
Hoeeeeeeee. You try too hard. Really. Just stop. K thanks.
Ahaha<3 yeaaah.
Ortho appointment tomorrow, getting out of school early.
Wooooooooooh.
Well, going to get some f00000d.
Latah.
'Courage is when you're afraid, but you keep on moving anyway.
Courage is when you're in pain, but you keep on living, anyway.'
Hahah, girls can be so dumb sometimes.
I swearrrrrr.
And I love how you think that I care about what you say to me, haha I don't (:
Your nothing but a stupid slut. EW gross.
Asdfghjkl;@#$%^&*
I'm SO bored.
No practice today, cause we were just THAT amazing. lolol.
I fell from a stunt the other day, now everything hurts :/
Why I hate trying new things.
Today was really good too, well at least up until after second period.
Hoeeeeeeee. You try too hard. Really. Just stop. K thanks.
Ahaha<3 yeaaah.
Ortho appointment tomorrow, getting out of school early.
Wooooooooooh.
Well, going to get some f00000d.
Latah.
'Courage is when you're afraid, but you keep on moving anyway.
Courage is when you're in pain, but you keep on living, anyway.'
- Mood:
sore - Music:'Courage Is'
I hung out wiff babyyy.
Fun Fun :D
I wubb him sooooooo MUCH!
Mhmmmmmm, I do.
Too bad I have to wake up early tomorrow for cheer.
S00000 tired, and sore. Blahhhhh.
I need to go to sleep but I can't. Sucks.
Going to Julie's cabin with her tomorrow and won't be back until monday afternoon.
I'm so excited.
And I've recently been obsessed with this song, don't ask.
:)
'I mean what can I say,
Three babies in the backseat singin' to you,
Hey Dj, won't you play that song for me,
And turn it up on your radio,
I got 200 seconds and I'm ready to go.'
I think 3Oh!3 is my new favorite<3
STUCK IN MY HEAD ALL FREAKING DAY vv
How Dumb am I.
Seriously, no lie.
Fun Fun :D
I wubb him sooooooo MUCH!
Mhmmmmmm, I do.
Too bad I have to wake up early tomorrow for cheer.
S00000 tired, and sore. Blahhhhh.
I need to go to sleep but I can't. Sucks.
Going to Julie's cabin with her tomorrow and won't be back until monday afternoon.
I'm so excited.
And I've recently been obsessed with this song, don't ask.
:)
'I mean what can I say,
Three babies in the backseat singin' to you,
Hey Dj, won't you play that song for me,
And turn it up on your radio,
I got 200 seconds and I'm ready to go.'
I think 3Oh!3 is my new favorite<3
STUCK IN MY HEAD ALL FREAKING DAY vv
How Dumb am I.
Seriously, no lie.
- Mood:
excited - Music:'Richman'&'The Cupid Shuffle'
JV cheerleading captain :0
Classes at school are going good.
Friends, only the best<3
Boyfriend, couldn't be more amazing(:
Life's Gooood at the moment.
I wouldn't change a thing.
' I ' m H a p p y . '
<3
Classes at school are going good.
Friends, only the best<3
Boyfriend, couldn't be more amazing(:
Life's Gooood at the moment.
I wouldn't change a thing.
' I ' m H a p p y . '
<3
- Mood:
cheerful
Tomorrow.
SO EXCITED , lied.
:/ Summer went by way to fast. Gonna miss it.
Sophomore year, oh heeeey :)
'They've been dreading this moment all summer long.
The night before,
Life goes on.'
SO EXCITED , lied.
:/ Summer went by way to fast. Gonna miss it.
Sophomore year, oh heeeey :)
'They've been dreading this moment all summer long.
The night before,
Life goes on.'
- Mood:
hopeful - Music:'The Night Before'